Aghhhh.. to be honest, that is how I really felt when I type the title. huhhh
Since Along got engaged to Mr. A, she’s already ahead with the wedding plans although her wedding date hasn’t been decided yet! I mean, it is normal right? ….. right?
**I hope so**
haha, anyway, of course as a good sister who have quite a few little sisters, she has appointed us to become her bridesmaids BUT with conditions – at least 60 kg max. , I mean, I am way much more! And, honestly I want to be her bridesmaid. She’s my precious-annoying-yet-I-still-love-her elder sister and I am so happy for her.
I am currently gained too much weight, too much. I exceeded my limits *’sorry can’t tell ya guys’*, but not so shocking as I literally stopped exercising when I started my semester break (3 month relationship with food).
Sad life huh?
Before this, I said that I am weighted for a reason, now, I lost that reason and currently stressing on my study life and can’t seem to take it well when losing Ayah, which makes me a stress eater. I get hungry easily whenever I stress, and still hungry as ever right now. I am not a sweet tooth person more to a spicy and savory kinda girl = excess intake of salt. Not that I am proud of it, yes, I’ve been mocked and condemned by people for my weight, much painful ’cause it came from my own family!
Hence, since Along badly want her little sisters to be on her wedding day confident and beautiful, I’ll accept the challenge! I’ll try hard for her sake and also my sake. (I need reasons). I pray that I ‘ll always be consistent with the clean eating, exercising and get the targeted result.
yeah, hoping to feel like those girls in that picture. Fighting bel!!!